Summer Vacation

Who else is dreading summer? I feel horrible that I am dreading having both kids at home all day long, but school gives me a break! Yes, I still always have one child at home since he's not school age but I still get a break from having both kids at once. I'm going to miss being able to take a nap while Kaysen takes his nap if I want to. 
Yet I'm excited for summer break. I'm glad I won't have to keep up with the school stuff and very excited that I'll have more time with Aidyn. 
Wow this post really contradicts itself huh? Oh well. :)